For the past few months, I became inactive on posting within this site. Hence, I rarely post updates in Wattpad, and I don’t feel good about it. Such happenings drown me into negative thoughts. “Is writing really for me? Were my pastime hobbies being not really my passion?” Among all the questions, it mostly hitting those two. I hate it, but I couldn’t do anything. I often found myself starting to lose interest with the things, I have been loving to do. From having a positive outlook, I end up perceiving more on the pessimistic sides of performing such.
It wasn’t what I wanted, and I hate it, but it’s normal. The experience of feeling negative emotions is okay. Burn out, drained, frustrations were just okay to acknowledge. It should be accepted and also, allow self to recover from such. There’s no need to rush things out. Thus, we’re not in a race when it comes to accomplishing our goals in life.
I feel like, I was able to write what I would only intend for this entry and so, I will be cutting it off here, I guess. I just somehow feel better, upon expressing out such within writing. It might seem to be more on about rants, rather than what supposedly should a blog entry would be though. Nonetheless, thank you for spending your time reading my entry!
ilay 