If you happen to see the previous entry before this one, you might have an idea of what I had been experiencing now. I’m not so sure if I was being able to mention before that I often write to express my feelings. So, I tend to write blog entries for my life stories, which I couldn’t vocally express, or when I don’t have someone to talk to. Therefore, if you don’t want to read about having not so good life experiences, you better skip my blogs. Since, the main reason why I choose to write blogs is to write about my life stories, even if it’s not that good happening.
I mostly tend to include my sentiments, thoughts and feelings during the time I was working on such entry. However, it doesn’t necessarily mean that it would remain the same as time goes by. In addition, I also sometimes write to reflect my actions and decisions in life. In that way, I could learn from my mistakes and shortcomings. Of course, I’m open that I maybe have my own shortcomings on why things happened or end up being in the way I don’t want to. Meaning, through writing, I was able to not solely take note of life happenings regardless of how significant it is, but also enabling myself to come up into realization how my actions and decisions would result into.
In relation, writing doesn’t only make me realize about the effects of my actions and decisions. It also allows me to be accountable towards my actions, through the means of digging deeper into how I could make up for my shortcomings and misbehavior. However, it doesn’t guarantee that I could no longer have such mistakes in the future. After all, I’m still a human being who still in the process of learning more about life all together in various aspects.
Furthermore, last but not the least. I write because I love writing, it’s actually my hobby since I was still younger, which I seemed to set aside for most of the times. Yup, I’m guilty of doing such. I tend to set aside writing and even my other hobbies, due to the modifications of sets of priorities. As we all know, each one of us have our own set of priorities. With that, we tend to set aside the things we love to do, in order for us to make time for those things that we have to accomplish.
In my case, I have to admit that I would tend to prioritize other things over writing, even if not solely related to academics. Given that I’m now a university student, I tried to somehow socialize with other people, which means I would spend time to be with people whom I considered as my circle of friends. I’m not used to have one way back then and so, there are times that I would still prefer to be just by myself. In contrast, it’s also good to have a me-time, to spend time with yourself to relax.
I also have to admit that there are times, that I couldn’t write because I don’t feel of doing so and I really can’t. For such reasons, I would tend to write and post entries after a quite long period of time since the event, or the situation happened. Unfortunately, I would often tend to disregard the ideas I aspire to work on at times. It’s because of a decision that, I would rather spend my “free time” to sleep and rest, while having breaks from things which would require me to think which also includes writing.
Upon writing about those things mentioned above, I hope you try to understand me for being in the way I would end up to. Hence, if I happen to offend or disappoint you towards my actions, I’m sorry but please consider that I might have my own reasons for such. Thus, if you happen to know me personally, I hope you wouldn’t judge me for writing and even, working on such entries. Anyway, it’s already 7:29 pm here, and I seemed to include what I tend to write on this one. So, I would be cutting it off here. Thank you for spending your time reading my entry!
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