It’s 10 pm here, and I still have to finish my handwritten case digests for another subject, which is to be submitted by tomorrow. I actually have fewer to write now as I’ve written most of it already since post midterms and so, it makes sense that I’m lesser tense right now about such. It’s still however not a good thing, as I had to write those while trying to review for tomorrow night’s exam. Oh right, I still have last two final exams for this semester as 1st year law student, 1st semester. It will be tomorrow and Tuesday night.
Although, I still have so much to do in law school related matters, I still tried to balanced things out. I’ve been resting since last night and also, Sunday is supposedly my rest day. Hence, since it’s finals season, I’ve given it to myself that kind of rest that I need, even just for a bit. Besides, I’m still not feeling well up until this moment and yet, I’ll try my best to keep on showing up in spite of how hard it could be.
I haven’t written entries for almost two weeks already and with that, I’ll just briefly write about those two weeks. Thence, I intend to have a different entry for the final season. Oh tight, I was also wondering if it’s really true that I made it until the finals of the first semester, knowing how I often thinks of quitting already.
During those days, I was mostly trying to work on my handwritten case digests, which I had already submitted last Thursday, the same day wherein we had taken our final subject in that exam. In addition, I remember that I was quite emotional on some days of that week. I had a quick catch up with my first cousin and then, I later on end up crying to my considered trusted law school friend, after class. I’m grateful to meet him, he’s one of those people who made law school bearable. Meanwhile, I mostly spend the rest of the week, trying to finish handwriting the case digests; it’s different one from what I’ve been currently working on.
Also, during that week, we had our last meetings for the usual class and yet, we had more on discussions instead. More so, I had prepared for a supposedly another case recit and yet, we had discussion during the said meeting. It was actually somehow favorable to me, as I couldn’t considered myself as well prepared for such, in case it happened.
I was trying to do better, as I was aiming to pass all of the subjects this semester. I do really hope that I could and in case not, I hope I can be able to handle it. I know myself; I suck on dealing academic failures since I’ve also known how much I’ve been trying to do my considered best to keep on going. It wasn’t easy for me after all and yet, I keep on trying. Thus, maybe that’s enough for now; I’ve kept on fighting till the end of this semester, regardless of the struggles that I had dealt altogether with it.
A quick unwind to breathe, and be at ease for a bit.
I was invited as one of the special guests of the guests of an event.
Oh right, I had also been interviewed online for the said event. I was likewise surprised that the recorded online interview would be played during the Facebook live, on that actual day of the event. It has actually been rescheduled to December 4.
Aside from the online interview itself, I was also asked to make a prank therein. In relation, I was messaged of those who was able to saw such Facebook live that I seemed to look younger than my actual age. I’m not sure if it’s just due to technological aspects or it’s actually due to my facial features. I also don’t know why I do kinda look like high school student there, wherein in fact, I had already graduated college last June this year and even so, started my law school journey since August of this year as well; at the age of 22.
One of our last meetings during the week was held online.
More snaps captured during that week.
Moving on to the following week, which was just last week, I originally packed my things to the yellow bag. However, it was rainy that day and so, I had to change into another closed bag to bring to our house in my hometown.
Again, I’m trying to be kinder to myself and so, I’ve been taking breaks as needed.
I actually returned to the apartment on the next day, and I was already feeling sick even prior to final exams.
Although I will be separately writing about the finals season, these were the snaps captured lately.
Having those here as well. Let it be known that I’ve also been dealing with never ending doubts and worries, but I’m trying with my considered best to keep on going here.
The main reason why I’m actually not feeling well right now, as I had mis ordered coffee last night. I wasn’t able to sleep well and even so, experienced mild to severe attacks.
I indeed emotional and mentally felt a little better, as I had taken break as much as what I needed. I also written an entry last night: https://ilaynyx.home.blog/2025/12/13/daily-writing-prompt-39/.
It’s now 11:09 pm here, and I’m starting to feel sleepy. I’ll just sleep after posting this and then, try to wake up earlier tomorrow. Again, I still have to finish writing the handwritten case digests and more even, review for our exam by tomorrow night. It’s indeed heavy for me lately and yet, know that I’ve been trying. Hopefully, I could be really able to pass all of my subjects this semester. Anyway, thank you for spending your time reading my entry!
ilay 