She mostly wakes up in a not so great mood She rarely opens up her eyes already feeling good She often looks for her phone every morning She then instantly becomes hurt upon opening *August 28, 2020*

Many things have already change as they grow older Moments turn into memories that could barely remember She could no longer approach him like she used to She’s really hoping that she could also forget him too She trying to distant herself, as much as possible She’s always reminding herself that they’re not compatible She … Continue reading Unsaid Feelings Poetry Entry no. 37: “Happy Heart” →

She’s always been thought as the antagonist one She’s usually the villain within the story of someone She’s just doing her best to ignore what others say She’s been secretly hurt yet still act as if she’s okay *August 26, 2020*

She usually manages to keep calm and compose herself She even forgives and forget something bad so easily She’s holding her emotions back until to what’s still left She’s trying yet becomes short-tempered unexpectedly *August 25, 2020*

She always wonders on how does it feels to be chosen She never ever experiences it since way back then She just remains silent yet already in so much pain She’s too simple yet doesn’t have anyone to gain *August 24, 2020*

She’s so used of wishing for something secretly She only speaks out when she wants it badly She rarely asks for anything yet usually not granted She mostly often ended up being broken-hearted She maybe looks brave and strong outside She’s just concealing and deeply hurt inside She’s too young yet already seeks for a … Continue reading Unsaid Feelings Poetry Entry no. 36: “Her Wishes” →

She used to wish for something she really wanted She rarely complies even most of them, weren’t granted Nevertheless, she never stops waiting and keep on hoping She still believes that her wishes would eventually happening  *August 23, 2020*

She couldn’t forget her childhood with him She’s too persistent and remains firm She’s not lying and been hurting silently She couldn’t accept that he eliminates her on his memory *August 22, 2020*

She seeks for something she doesn’t have She even begs someone just to be love She usually smiles at people weakly She’s deeply hurt inside and want to scream badly She used to dream of being a shining star She’s really thinking, she’ll be gone that far She prefers to silently cries alone at night … Continue reading Unsaid Feelings Poetry Entry no. 35: “Inner Thoughts” →

She rarely complains about what hurts her She even still manages to smile at them over For whatever it is, she’s willing to forgive Although, at times she’ll choose to forget; leave *August 21, 2020*