You can trust someone easily If they value it, you’re lucky A trust is like a glass Too fragile that it couldn’t last *May 29, 2020*

Every time, I see you crying Silently, I’m hurting At the same time, wishing For me to ease, the reason why you’re hurting *— 2017*

You still forgive me Nevertheless, how I become persistently Bad and irresponsible mostly But I’m grateful for the things you did for me *— 2017*

I defend myself to you, mostly For what I did, it pissed you badly You’re scolding me While I fight with thee *— 2017*

I turned to be jolly Whenever I’m happy But then, something happen I become silent, since then *— 2017*

You mostly make a promise While I believe at ease Thinking what could happen If you could fulfill your promises back then *— 2017*

I have so many words to say Nevertheless what I do, I can’t find a way For me to speak and tell you What I feel and what I want to do *— 2017*

I am girl who wants only happiness But my life, most of the time was pure sadness In the world full of expectations In the world, full of dictations I grew up that I should be like this, like that That someone is telling me to be like what That I need to do things … Continue reading Unsaid Feelings Poetry Entry no. 27: “If it’s Not Now, Then When It Is” →